If you are following me on any social networking sites, odds are you have seen the countless pictures I have been posting from The Vans Warped Tour.
Last week, Emilie Autumn and I, with about 15 others, set off on the road for an incredible journey that no series of photos can accurately define. What started out as an experiment turned to an EXPERIENCE and ended in an adventure of discovery, friendship, and more importantly, inspiration.
Inspiration is my fuel… It is what makes me tick. It is the gas pedal that moves the vehicle forward getting me from point A to B. Sadly, as of late however, inspiration has been lacking from my life. Over the last few years, the industry that I love so much has changed for me. Politics have taken over creativity. Arguments … Read More »
I have a secret… My Birthday is on Saturday. I will be 35, going on ancient. This Birthday will probably be the hardest Birthday I will have suffered through, not because I feel any older, but because I realized an entire year has passed and I didn’t know it. I didn’t realize it…
HOW DO YOU MEASURE TIME?
A stopwatch? A clock? A calendar?
I don’t have a traditional job… I don’t wake up at a traditional hour, and I don’t go to sleep at a traditional time… Friday is no more exciting to me than Monday… Every day of the week has the same importance as the one that came before or after. Call it a champagne problem of being a director, or that of not having a job.
Maybe when I was younger, the idea of not having a 9-5 would … Read More »
Stop reading this blog… Seriously, stop reading. Surely there are better ways to spend your time than reading words of a has-been hack that really has nothing important to say.
Wait. You’re still here? Um, okay… Fine…
Surely you can think of something better to do than sit in front of your computer…
A nice walk in the park… Conversing with someone you love. Maybe checking out a museum or learning a new language…
BUT, if you are going to read my blog I propose a challenge to you… Do nothing else in the time it takes you to complete this post. Do not check your email, answer the phone, or go make yourself a turkey sandwich. Be PRESENT… Truly present…
I AM AN ADDICT…
I have something I really need to get off my chest… I am an addict…
I have a unhealthy problem that is … Read More »
I like to pride myself on being proactive… Both in my career and my life… however I have been anything but proactive when it comes to my blog.
I guess I get overwhelmed with how many thoughts I have in a day and instead of just focusing on ONE thought and blogging about it, I shut down.
My News Year’s resolution is to blog more… Not that any really cares what I have to say, but it’s cathartic… I have grown tired of telling Ninja and Chance all of my innermost thoughts…
Truth be told, I am sure they have grown tired of hearing them.
So I turn to the Internet, where everyone has a voice, and anyone can babble on endlessly about everything and nothing at all. It’s insane when you think how the Internet has changed our lives, … Read More »
A Family Affair
My life has been relegated to boxes… thousands, and thousands, and thousands of boxes. Boxes and labels, don’t get me started on the fucking labels.
This week THE DEVIL’S CARNIVAL was released to the world. DVD/ NETFLIX/ iTUNES/ HOT TOPIC/ the list goes on and on.
For those of you just joining us, THE DEVIL’S CARNIVAL is a new musical collaboration from Terrance Zdunich and myself.
It seems surreal. Just 10 months ago, we embarked on a journey without a safety net. We threw caution to the wind, and said ‘FUCK IT’ lets go make something we want to make, and do it completely independently.
Independently. I guess I never understood what that word meant until recently.
Before I made The Devil’s Carnival I would’ve considered myself an INDIE FILMMAKER. While I have … Read More »
On September 28th, The Barrens opened in theaters, and on October 9th, the film expands to VOD/DVD and Streaming.
It is this writer’s humble opinion that one of the most difficult aspects of being a filmmaker is taking criticism.
There are those out there who will argue YOU CHOSE THIS, so stop being a whiny little bitch, and take it like a man…
You are right. I did choose this. I chose to create art, and then put it out there in the world to be judged.
I didn’t say I disagree with it, I said it was hard…
I have written numerous blogs in the past about dealing with criticism, so I will spare you repetition.
Today, we will talk about PERCEPTION, and its effect on the already fragile filmmaking process…
I woke up last Friday morning, my stomach … Read More »
Ask anyone who knows me, and they will tell you that I am a bit of a recluse. I am not a big partier, nor do I bask in the Hollywood scene… In fact, I am not sure I thrive in any scene… I am a hermit. I love my house and my creature comforts… I love waking up in my own bed, and making coffee in own kitchen… I love sitting out by the pool, or watching a movie in my man cave. I prefer spending time with my dog and my wife over most people.
For the last few years, I have literally built my Utopia so I never have to leave. I even get panic attacks going to STARBUCKS so I have purchased every type of coffee maker imaginable.
I am socially awkward… I have … Read More »